ELOCIN-NICOLE’s postulations

ho ho its 3 thirty in the morning....meeting batch gals for lunch at 11 now i still not sleeping.have to wake up at abt 9. as i expected last night he did not call . he call this afternoon but i really neva received any miss calls .so at at abt 9 plus to ten he call to talk a while....den he is prompting me to ask him whether wanna meet up i listen to sharon wait for him to ask.....he really ask so as usual i just go ahead meeting up with him. one week neva meet same lor quarrel a while n she keep calling him. haizz.............den i ask him is he wrking on 1st of july he say dunno. den i just kept quiet and turn my face away den he says i already request from judy la dunno approve anot la. i told him i have a flight that day he give me a stunned face den i ask him say whether he can pick me up at airport he say no....no is definately not the final answer.... nonsense. But argh i just check my roster as i apply 2 days leave from office is approved but my actual day i m wrking and shit man is a night flight... tot it will be a noon flight.haiz the roster is not confirmed but hope that it will be change. haiz....i can't be strong again. alright alright gotta sleep if not tmr late again.